april has been a blur of seasonal allergies, little trips to see friends and family, and work... also a Lot of star trek!!
“How can I turn into light?” she moaned
She lacked the potential to become a tree; it wasn’t in her nature. She was not fertile either. She knew that she was rotting from within. She knew that what led to the clarity of light was love, something she had never experienced in her life.
March 2026
“Following hyperlinks on the web is like the synaptic drift of dreams, a loosening of intention, the mind associating freely, an experience that can be compelling or baffling or unsettling, or all of those things at once. And, like dreams, the experience of the web is intensely private, charged with immanent meaning for the person inside the experience, but often confusing or irrelevant to someone else.”
February 2026
January 2026
“In the end, your role is to attend to the things you like and ask for more of it: Bridges. Ideas. Destabilization. Yellow tansy. Cities. The wild sea. And in the absence of recovery, some ritual. In the absence of love? Ritual.”
December 2025
december flew by in a mix of last minute work stuff and finally some holiday sleeping-in time. i've also been thinking about heated rivalry a lot